I.I.T.K.T.H.T.

: lexxia; April 8th, 18:07

Current Location:: RONDO LAND (aka going to Stoney Creek)

Current Mood:: artistic

Current Music:: Star Girl - McFly

I know, I suck. I've had no time to write lately. And we just had a dog put down... forgive me for sucking at life?

Title Lost Papers (1/1)
Author Lexxia
Rating M/ NC-17 Its porn, okay?
Pairing Hugh Laurie/Lisa Edelstein
Prompt Words surprise, want, crackle, antiques, public; Written for the prompt battle over at

hughlisa_rpf
Disclaimer Nothing is true! This has NOT happened between the people it is about. Not meant to harm anyone.
Summary A prop can be more fun for the actors than it can the characters they portray.

( Lost Papers )

Tags: fic, hugh/lisa, huli, rpf

Faulty Logic [1/1]

: lexxia; February 3rd, 23:07

Current Location:: Palace of the Yeti, Ontario

Current Mood:: in pain

Current Music:: Not Alone - McFly

Really short crappy drabble (583 words) that I came up with. Partially because of the ET photobooth thing (SO CUTE) and partially because of David Shore saying House and Cuddy aren't going to have a real relationship (BASTARD). Its not BETAed so please forgive any mistakes. They are my own and if they're really bad its because I took a sleeping pill and am literally about to fall asleep at they keyboard.

Title Faulty Logic (1/1)
Author Lexxia
Rating 14A / T / For bad words. Yay swearing.
Pairing Hugh Laurie/Lisa Edelstein
Disclaimer Nothing is true! This has NOT happened between the people it is about. Not meant to harm anyone.
Summary When there's a sudden 180, people can get confused.

( Faulty Logic )

Tags: fic, house, hugh/lisa, huli, rpf

Dirty Little Secret [1/1]

: lexxia; January 15th, 17:49

Current Location:: Niagara Region, Kingdom of the Ice Queen

Current Mood:: bitchy

Current Music:: Candle "Sick and Tired" - White Tie Affair

So this is another wonderful little thing that I managed to come up with when I was watching the People's Choice Awards last week. Who else thought it was ADORABLE that Hugh and Lisa kept leaning over and whispering to one another through like, then ENTIRE show? I , for one, was screaming and giggling like crazy. ^_^

Title Dirty Little Secret (1/1)
Author Lexxia
Rating 14A / T / Mild, and I mean MILD sexual content.
Pairing Hugh Laurie/Lisa Edelstein
Disclaimer None of this is true - its all just for fun and amusement. I cannot afford a decent lawyer so please don't sue me.
Summary Award shows are wayyyy too long.

( Dirty Little Secret )

Tags: fic, house, rpf

Fevers and Mirrors 1/1

: lexxia; January 14th, 17:20

Current Location:: The Land of Ice and Snow (AKA Canada)

Current Mood:: bouncy

Current Music:: Come on Get Higher

This is utter crap, so do forgive me. I honestly have no idea why I wrote this, save for the fact that the People's Choice Awards were on the other night and I literally grab a prompt from anywhere. This is the result.

Title Fevers and Mirrors
Author Lexxia (AKA me)
Rating PG / K+ / Doesn't contain graphic material, only one or two bad words
Pairing Hugh Laurie/Lisa Edelstein
Disclaimer None of this is true! (As far as I know) Its all just for fun. Please don't sue me for slander or anything!
Summary Award shows can be very trying. On everyone.

( Story )

Tags: fic, house, rpf

Random Ramble

: lexxia; January 14th, 0:04

Okay, so I have to post some random rambling thing because right now I am utterly and insanely hyper.
1 - I just booked my flight to BC to go visit Nina (one of my BEST friends). I haven't seen her since 2007 which is one hell of a long time.
2 - If you have seen the spoiler/promo photos for House 5x13 then you should just KNOW why I am being an utter nutcase at the moment. Teehee.
3 - I literally just found this ANCIENT (I think?) photo on the net and it still made me all giggly cos of how cute the people in it were. Its like, wow, I can't believe I still think they're adorable together now, two years after I pretty much stopped caring about them. (They're from a different show, which I haven't watched in forever)
4 - This one picture I was looking at just now, yeah, TOTALLY supports the theory that I was going on about with Alicia at school. Its great. I was like "Omfg, talk about possible fidgeting!" I will definitely have to remember to show her this picture in the near future.

On a sadder note, my one dog is suffering from cirrhosis of the liver. We're not really sure what to do with the little one. We've got him on all the meds that the vet said may help, but we don't know if they're working or not yet. I'm stressed beyond belief about his well being, but there isn't a lot I can do without a medical degree. Especially when my parents aren't too keen on homeopathic remedies...

But besides the sad thing, I'm feeling pretty good. Have to work Friday and Saturday. Ugh. Oh well, at least that'll help pay for the trip I just bought. ^__^

Time to go write some random crap! Whoo! (Goes off to grab notebook)

(no subject)

: lexxia; August 22nd, 2008

Current Location:: Nostalgia-Ville

Current Mood:: blah

Current Music:: Love Song Requiem - Trading Yesterday

Sometimes I just feel like everything I want in life is so far away. I don't mean anything monetary, far from it actually, I just get so nostalgic sometimes that its unbelievable. I'm sitting here in my basement, mulling over all the things in my life that I care about, and sometimes I'm terrified that I'm going to lose them.

There are a lot of people that I care about. Some are friends, others are family, and sometimes they're distraught or they're just so far away (physically or mentally) that I'm scared that I'm going to wake up and realize they're gone. I don't feel I can reach them, and that's what scares me the most. Sometimes I feel like no matter what I say, people won't listen, they'll just turn a deaf ear in my direction no matter what I have to say and it hurts when they do that. I honestly tell them things so that perhaps they won't get hurt anymore, but they just ignore me.

Other times, I sit here and think of all the things I miss. I miss a lot of people that I've lost. And I don't necessarily mean because they died, but more over because we're not as close as we once were. It depresses me beyond proportion to think that what I had with those people will most likely never be recaptured. I constantly feel as if I'm drifting away from people, and maybe I am. Maybe I'm trying to compensate for the loss of the people around me because of how school is dragging us all apart. Or maybe I'm just destined to be anti-social and push others away with my cold exterior. I don't even know anymore. The fact of the matter is, this distance is scaring the shit out of me. And yet, at the same time as I miss people, I miss the elation I could once feel - the complete and utter joy at just having a simple conversation or the joy that a touch of the hand would bring me. But that is long dead. Reality has sunk it's teeth into me again and I can easily see that something so frivilous is useless to me now.

Tomorrow is supposed to be something fun, but I'm sitting here in the darkness of my basement somewhat dreading it. Last year was somewhat hellish. The convention itself was fun, yes, but there were some parts that completely destroyed me. What bothered me even more is that the ones responsible for said destruction didn't even realize what they were doing. No one ever realizes when they're killing me. I'm just a dance mat or something to them. A human jungle gym that can be pulled or hit in any which way and that won't complain for a second. And that is partially my fault, because I've let them think they can do anything to me. And yet, you think they would have the moral conscience not to treat me like shit all the time. Its bloody horrible.

This human doormat is tired of being treated like crap but realizes that the only way it's going to stop is if I make it stop. But it will have to wait. My nostalgic mind is exhausted from a week of being a trampoline for three young children who I miss dearly. They're not the only ones I miss right now. I wish I could be free from everything. Free from the approaching change that is scaring me into physical illness. Free from the chains that work has bound me with. But alas, I am no bird. I cannot fly. But I will still look to the sky, for perchance one day I will be given wings.

Tags: real-life

Random Rants on a Snow Day

: lexxia; March 5th, 2008

Current Location:: Winter Wonderland

Current Mood:: devious

Current Music:: The Jounrney Continues - Mark Brown ft. Sarah Cracknell

WARNING: this MAY contain Doctor Who series 4 spoilers. Don't read if you don't want to know.

Well, it seems the last couple weeks have just flown by.

I got accepted to McMaster which is awesome. I'm not sure if I want to go there, Waterloo or Brock though. Luckily I have a couple months to mull it over in my head before I need to make a specific decision.

It's a snow day here. Again. Well, technically the buses are just cancelled and the schools are opened but whatever. That pretty much translates to "the roads are really dangerous so we're not sending out the buses because we're scared of getting sued. Everyone else is highly encouraged to risk their lives to get their kids to school." No thanks. I'll stay home and sleep instead. Which I did. It was fantastic.

I'm supposed to go to Toronto on Friday but I suppose that will depend on the weather and everything. My friend Sandra and I are going shopping. It'll be great. (Assuming the shitty Canadian snow doesn't disrupt anything.) One of my motives for going to Toronto to shop is that this "wonderful" city I live in seems to lack all the books that I want to buy. Seriously, Chapters here is annoying as hell with it's lack of books of the genres I read. Bugger to that.

So, Doctor Who APPARENTLY starts back up on April 5th in the UK. So, I guess I'll be locked in my basement on the 6th trying to watch it on the internet. Should be fun? Who knows. Or I could just wait till it airs on the Yank satellite in late April and try and find someone who has an American satellite to watch it on. Sadly enough, the only person I know with one is my history teacher and I think that would be a *tad* awkward. Imagine that horror, invading a teacher's house just to watch the telly with him. *shudders* I think I'll pass on that one thanks. Maybe my friend will have found me that world satellite router or something by then? Assuming it's not massively expensive and whatnot, cause I am not spending tons of money on one.

So, there are a hell of a lot if spoilers rampaging around on the internet in regards to series 4 of DW. Lets list some, shall we?

1 - The Doctor Dies. (Would make sense....sort of?)
2 - Rose comes back. (BBC Confirmed this, Yay!)
3 - There is an episode ONLY featuring the companions (Donna, Martha, Rose, Jack, Sarah-Jane)
4 - The Doctor and Rose don't get back together. (RTD may be shot if this is true)
5 - The Doctor has a "daughter" played by Georgia Moffett. (There's an article on it somewhere)
6 - Donna is only the constant-companion for half the series (Is she now? Who cares)
7 - Davors is back. (Confirmed as far as we all know. See trailer on youtube?)

Yeah, that's all I can remember off the top of my head at the moment. I think my brain has shut down today due to the lack of school. And lunch. I haven't eaten yet...not sure why to be honest...at school I eat around 11. Hmm.

Anyway, must be off to find some food. And to maybe see if I can figure out how to renew my passport and get over to Cardiff. There's someone I've been meaning commandeer over there for a little...mission that needs to take place. Not likely going to happen but I can hope, yeah?

Tags: doctorwho, spoilers, toronto, university

Wind-Day

: lexxia; January 30th, 2008

Current Location:: The Eye of the Tornado

Current Mood:: What?

Current Music:: Emergency - Paramore

So, apparently exams were cancelled for today because of the "Wind-Warnings" for the area. Not to mention the wonderful "Flash-Freeze" warnings. Seriously. We don't get a snow day even when the roads are literally thick with ice and 10 inches of snow but the minute the wind gets over 85km/h everything stops. Seems a bit daft to me.

Anyways, that's all that's really going on at the moment. I have one exam left - sociology. Law, English and Politics are finally finished. Yay for that. No more Scott. Ever. Unless he substitutes for another one of my teachers. If he does, I may just have to tell him what I think of his teaching skills. Mmhmm.

As for today I think I'll attempt to keep my father from giving himself ANOTHER illness. I'll probably have to hide the vacuum and all the other cleaning products though. Not to mention locking the door to the basement so he doesn't have access to the filing cabinets or the computer.

Best be off to do that before I get distracted by ranting about leaving the country and going to Cardiff.

And then God Died

: lexxia; January 19th, 2008

Current Location:: Lala Land

Current Mood:: blah

Current Music:: Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

It is official, Peenise Pea (who may be referred to as Scott or Scotty from here on in) has killed God in my eyes. Allow me to elaborate.

We had this project called a "scrapbook" due on Friday. Scrapbook my arse. Said project consisted of 50 news articles, all summarized and highlighted and then 25 two page write ups. It was ridiculous. Anyway, the insanity that this project was kept my up until 4:30 in the morning on Thursday night; despite how I had been working on it for over a week. (And before any of you get wondering no, this was NOT our independent study, that was an 8 page essay that was due on the 10th of January - right after the Christmas hols) So, being up that late meant that I had about 1.5 hours sleep - if that - to run on Friday, the day we were going to the courthouse.

So, my dead-tired self gets up Friday morning, is nearly late for school, does not have a chance to have any coffee and goes to my bloody law class. And you know what? No one else had their damn project done. Not that I have an issue with my classmates, hell no, I'm proud of them for defying the system and not finishing it. But that's besides the point at the moment. I'm sitting at my desk and Scott comes over and is all "oh look, you finished. How late did you stay up?" and, of course, I mutter "4:30" and he just laughs and says something stupid and obnoxious in return which was along the lines of "you should thank God you're done". He's standing right in front of me, leering with that horrid moustache less than a foot away and I just wanted to hit him. So, I did the only thing my sleep-deprived brain could think of. I told him "you've killed God in my eyes." Yes. I said it. Scott killed God. I wouldn't doubt that he could either, he's Satan-incarnate. Just ask anyone in my class; they'll agree with me.

Well, the rest of the morning consisted of me sitting at my desk, laughing hysterically for no reason other than I was so tired that I couldn't do anything else. Well, that and Scott asking me what he should deduct from the rest of my mates' marks because their assignments weren't completed. I said nothing but, because he's an ass he made me say 5%. Honestly, I have NO PROBLEM with there being nothing deducted but noooo, he's an arse.

So, after the traumatizing morning of me being unable to hold in my laughter and my disrespectful comments (not the mention the string of curse words Mr. Savage was privy to, both in English and Estonian) we proceeded to board the bloody CITY BUS and go downtown for our field trip to the courthouse. Well, if you thought Scott had enough time to blabber on while we were still in class you are sorely mistaken.

We were lucky enough to have a lawyer being our tour guide for the morning (she also got us in to see a murder trial which was pretty cool.) So, this wonderful young lady, who I respect so much for not beating Scotty over the head with a gavel, was attempting to talk to my class and tell us about being a lawyer and about some of her experience as such. There was only one problem - Scott kept interrupting her. Apparently, he knows more about being a lawyer than the lawyer does. Of course, we all found that hilarious and had trouble keeping our laughter in. It was amusing to say the least. The only thing we learned is that Scott apparently didn't just want to present his seminars on self defence, automatism and mistake of law but also one on being a lawyer.

Luckily we got him to shut up when we were in actual court proceedings and Jen and I managed to escape him when we went for lunch at Pita Pit. I can only hope that my other classmates were as lucky when they went off to the Cool Moose. Nevertheless Jen and I returned to the courthouse at 2 and boarded the bus back to our "wonderful" school. From there I came home and passed out until 8 when I awoke to feed and watch Doctor Who season 3 before heading back to bed. Luckily I had no nightmares of Scott traipsing around my house while Martha was snogging the Doctor. Ew. I think I would 'ave had to board the next plane out of the continent and hid in the alley near the scriptorium in Oxford.

Well, all I can really say about the day's activities is, well, we were headed West.

Tags: lawclass peenisepea

Rambling of an Over-stressed Teenager

: lexxia; January 16th, 2008

Current Location:: Hell

Current Mood:: pissed off

Current Music:: Elvis Ain't Dead - Scouting For Girls

I'm not sure when everything became so insane. The last time I checked everything was calm, normal. And yet, now, in the midst of this January day I'm sitting here at my computer when I should be at school, rushing to finish this daft law project that I should 'ave finished over the Christmas hols. One can only wonder why teachers give us obscenely large projects when they know damn well we have lives, families, jobs, etc.

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, mostly about life in general, and university. Thats one of the wonderful things that the world is tossing at me. I'm being forced to grow up all of a sudden. My answer to my parents when they start on about schooling is "Yes, I've been accepted to Waterloo. That means I have somewhere to go if I don't get accepted anywhere else. Now leave me alone." I have no idea how they can sit there and take it so calmly. Its anything but calm! Damnit! I don't have the patience for my life to suddenly be thrown into a time vortex and come out when I'm an adult. I'm not Doctor Who, I can't handle that shit.

Speaking of which, another wonderful thing thats been pestering me is when the bloody Yanks south of the border complain and bitch about Doctor Who always being in London or Cardiff. Here's a big bleedin' news flash for ya, DOCTOR WHO IS FILMED IN ENGLAND NOT THE USA! Seriously, not everything is filmed in the States but, apparently because there are two main cities in the UK its filmed in that means they have to ship the entire cast and crew to different continents. But what about those American shows, hmm? Why is it that nothing is ever filmed in Canada but in either CALIFORNIA, WASHINGTON, NEW YORK, NEVADA, FLORIDA or BOSTON?! Since when are those places the end of the US? And they're criticizing the British for only filming in London and Cardiff. Here's a lesson for you Yanks: if you want to bitch and moan about television shows from Europe then get your arse off the couch, stop watching the bloody OC and think about the way your own shows work.

Alright, now that the geography rant is over...

Writers Strike = lame. If they want more money, give it to them. Seriously, you're all rolling in billions of dollars, why can't you give up that Prada handbag so that the writers can receive the money they should be getting? After all, you wouldn't have any money if no one wrote the scripts for you.

And finally, here is the school rant. Peenise Pea, WE ALL HATE YOU. You say you're trying to prepare us for our futures, well fuck off, we don't want to have to slave over a project for two fucking weeks. We don't give a shit. You think you're better than us? Good bloody luck with that one. Take some of your own words and eat them. Rule of Law. Everyone is equal under the law. We have just as many rights as you do buddy, so shut up and leave us all the hell alone. Shave your mustache while you're at it. The damn thing is disgusting.

Tags: doctorwho

Massive Brain Aneurysm

: lexxia; October 2nd, 2007

Current Location:: Basement

Current Mood:: busy

Current Music:: Final B - Rent

Alas, it has been ages since I graced this live journal with an entry. How time flies. Literally.

As for life, lets just say its insanely hectic at the moment.

Friends are...well...they're friends. Most of them are decent, other test my patience. (Don't worry Alicia, you're one of the decent ones)

As for school, its going well, except for the fact I have two ISUs to work on at the moment which is insanely annoying. Oh well, they'll be finished eventually.

This year is difficult to say the least. Everything is suddenly fling at me and pulling me in every direction imaginable. Its time for university folks, grab your pants and hope to God you end up where you want to.

Already we've had a few university presentations at school and they're bloody scary. Its as if the world wants us to grow up before we're ready. I, for one, am not exactly keen on the idea of everything changing yet again. How is it we're supposed to cope when we're just getting used to one style of life and then we're being forced into another. Now, I'm not saying that I want to be high school forever, because trust me, I don't, I'm just used to it.

Personally I want to go to McMaster to study social work but my parents say due to the massive amounts of money it takes to live in residence that its too expensive and that I should go to Brock. Gah. Brock is...well... not for me, lets just say that.

But, that's enough of my ranting at the moment, I should be getting back to that bloody reflection I've been procrastinating now before House and SVU come on.

Tags: university

Distressed

: lexxia; December 12th, 2006

Current Location:: You Don't Want to Know

Current Mood:: distressed

Current Music:: Say it Right - Nelly Furtado

Okay, honestly the only way I feel able to express myself is through writing and, for anyone unfortunate enough to find themselves on this journal, you're in for an earful.

I just don't understand some people. I try to help them, I really do, I don't froce them into anything, all I do is offer my advise, my opinion on the situation and give some suggestions. And what do they do? Bitch at me and tell me I'm trying to control them! What the eff do they think I am? A dominatrix or something?!? I don't control people. I tell them what I think is best, yes, but I never said they HAD to listen to me.

It frustrates me to think that everything I say goes ignored and that, no matter what I say or do, people get mad at me. Well excuse me for caring about how they live their lives!! I mean, what the fuck?! I don't exactly want to watch one of my best friends throwing her life away because of a stupid guy but no matter how I put it, she gets more and more mad at me. Tells me that she does "listen" to me but she doesn't "obey" me and shit like that. Well sorry, I'll just let you go back to destroying your own life you fucking battered woman! NOT MY FAULT IF YOU END UP DEAD ON THE SIDE OF A ROAD! UGH!

Excuse me for caring. GOD! And yes, I have my opinions, and sometimes they're strong, I admit that freely, but still. I don't know how the fuck to react anymore.

I'm so fucking sick of trying to help people and have it blow up in my face. But, I'm just gonna grin and bare it.
Does it look like I'm carrying a gavel to you?!? DOES IT?!?! Cause to EVERYONE ELSE it looks like a fucking conselor's CASE FILE!

Maybe tomorrow will be better, and if not, I'm getting the hell out of Canada as fast as the plane will fly me across the ocean.

Amazing

: lexxia; October 15th, 2006

Current Location:: Sandle-Land

Current Mood:: *Squee*

Current Music:: Get Up - Ciara Ft. Chamillionaire

Well, what can I say? Or the matter being, where should I start?

Just when I want to murder some writers, another one makes me so friggin happy. (aka, Jerry Stahl and whoever wrote next weeks episode which is supposed to be all gross and GSR filled. Kill me)

Fannysmackin', although trying towards my emotions (aka Greg getting the shit beat out of him), was AMAZING.

There was literally, the most fantastic Sandle moment in the history of ever.

I mean, come on! Sara NEVER runs anywhere and she was bolting to the crime scene. I laughed slightly, not sure why, but damnit I did. Then, she panics about there not being a medic on Greg. My comment "Aww, thats sweet, she ACUTALLY cares!" Next, we have Greg talking to her and saying that he knows its her by her smell and that he doesn't need to see her. (What a cutie, he knows her no matter what.) And, the entire time, Sara is stroking his hair, which, is adorable.

He then continues to tell her where she can find evidence and that she should process the scene, not him. Finally, the BEST LINE EVER emerges.

Sara, struggling not to break into tears, says "I came her for you Greg"

Now, let me clarify this for all of you who do not like/understand the Sandle pairing or why we Sandle shippers find this the most amazing thing ever.

1 - The fact that Greg knows her without seeing her, CUTE
2 - Sara almost crying over something, not a usual occurance.
3 - The fact that she had to turn away twice so as to not breakdown
4 - The fact that "She came there for him"

Well, there you go. Thats your basic breakdown.

Now, if I can only live through "Double Crosses" we should all be okay. :D

Tags: csi, fannysmackin, sandle

Uuendama Lootma

: lexxia; September 22nd, 2006

Current Location:: Grape-Soda Land

Current Mood:: content

Current Music:: Lay All Your Love On Me - Sylver

Well, despite how I was consistantly bantering in my last post, I actually feel a lot better. Things got themselves straightened out, which is a HUGE relief. That, and seeing the premiers of Grey's Anatomy, CSI and ER kinda made me feel better too.

Yay for power lines for a totl of 7 minutes! Ahem, yes, I watched "The Kill-Off" today. It was...interesting. I think a total of about....5? People died in it. I laughed cause this one guy killed this other guy than the initial shooter got killed by his daughter. It was funny.

Anyways, thats all I have to say for now. I'm off to have a chick-flick night and watch Titanic until 2am. Yay!

Tags: kill-off

Fucking sick of people

: lexxia; September 20th, 2006

Current Location:: Hell

Current Mood:: pissed off

Current Music:: Maneater - Nelly Furtado

You know what? I'm fucking sick of EVERYONE. It seems like all these "blogs" that I actually right are always me ranting. Well, all I can say about that is, I'm a writer, its how I deal with things. That, and talking to people who are outside the initial conflict. I HATE talking to the people that are mad at me.

Everything I do always seems to piss someone off or, they take what I say the wrong way and get completely offended. It ALWAYS happens. I think I should just shut up, never say anything EVER again. Maybe that would be the best thing for me. It'd probably solve a lot of my problems.

I'm also petrified about tomorrow. I was looking so forward to CSI and ER starting but now...now I don't even want to watch them anymore. All they're gonna do is upset me beyond preportion and then I'll be crying even more than normal. I already effing cried for 45 minutes tonight. All because of my own stupidity. Everything just seems to be my fault. And, because of all this, now I can forget about EVER doing what I've wanted to for MONTHS. It fucking sucks.

The only person I feel that TRULY understands me is Bryt, my cousin. She doesn't judge me because of what I say or do; unlike the rest of the world. She listens to me, always has. And, unlike my "friends" she doesnt tell me to shut up, or say "i've gotta go" or anything. Its just so stupid! Hence why I'm pissed at everything.

I don't even want to go to school tomorrow. Its a fucking half day. I'm gonna need the extra sleep just to regenerate after my huge melt down tonight. Maybe my dad will have pity on me? Not likely. He'll lecture me about already missing 2 days this month because I was sick and then send me off to be BORED and UPSET all morning at school. Then, I'm spending the afternoon with my mom before my friends come over to watch CSI and ER. That is, if I even watch it with them. I had a dream about it all, and damnit, it was great. Everything was so awesome...now though, because of what I "did" none of that will ever happen.

I really should just give up on it all. Become an introvert. Never do anything with anyone... Maybe then I could actually get some peace internally.

I think I need to get away from everything again...but it'll never happen. I'm poor and I can't get my dad anymore into debt than we already are. Honestly though, I just don't know how to react or do anything at this point.

My best bet - sit down, shut up - don't leave the house and don't converse with the outside world.

Tags: csi, er

End of the War

: lexxia; August 24th, 2006

Current Location:: Basement

Current Mood:: drained

Current Music:: And She Said... - Lucas Prata

Ah, finally the war is over. Not the USA vs. everyone war, but the one I was about to enter on fanfiction.net. Another author kinda had the same things as I did in a story and therefore, seeing as mine was posted a year ago, we got into a slight plagiarism battle about everything. *sigh* Not very fun.

Luckily for me, my friend Rachel backed me up and therefore I wasn't battling alone.

In other news, I went to see "Snakes on a Plane" with my friends Kyle and José tonight. It was AWESOME! Julianna Marguilez from ER was in it and may I say, she did a fantastic job. Despite the fact that I can't spell her last name correctly.

Then, Kyle, José and I sat around drinking Tim Hortons coffee in front of Chapters where I made something that José said into a sexual pun and then Kyle and I kept making comments about it while we were looking at books. All I'm going to say is that a "sex for dummies" book was handed to him and then it was thrown at my head. As was a pocket guide to striptease.

Basically, in summary of all this random information, my only comment is "GOD DAMNIT MICHELLE GO OUT WITH HIM ALREADY! GOD!" Ahem, yes.

Anyways, I am now off to watch Kyle's DVD of Silent Hill and to read the book that he bought me, "Passages" by Connie Willis. Great author, check her out sometime. ;)

Tags: connie willis, csi, er, snakes on a plane

CCF!!

: lexxia; August 20th, 2006

Current Location:: My Basement

Current Mood:: WHEE

Current Music:: Pray - Tina Cousins

HA! It's August 20th! That means it's Cheesecake Fest 2006 today!

sparrowofjack is cutting out dead Dumbledores for one of the messed up game we're playing! What fun! Tee hee I'm so excited!

Okay, um, what's been happening? Nothing entertaining really. I went to BC from the 3rd to the 10th of August and had UBER fun with my friend Nina. We totally pissed off old people and ran around the beach for about 4 days! It was so awesome.

sparrowofjack also mutilated my hand last night while we were pulling the floppy drive out of my old computer and installing it into my newer one. Stupid new computers don't come with floppy drives. Grr. Arg.

I was reading my CSI companion book thing and it totally didn't say anything about Sara's mother killing her father so I was all "What the hell?". oh well, I guess I'll have to add a paragraph to it when I'm typing them up on my computer.

Well, Cheesecake Fest 2006 is starting at 3 which means we have like...5 hours or something to make sure that everything is ready and inplace. Hopefully it isn't going to rain cause that would uberly suck. Even though there's enough room for everyone in my house it's still more fun outside. Deven just dropped the scissors. XD I think she's still tired from killing my hand and everything. That and we were up till like 1am making up games and whatnot. Anyways, I have to go run make a guestbook thing now.

Tags: cheesecake, csi

Random

: lexxia; July 18th, 2006

Current Location:: Depressed-ville

Current Mood:: depressed

Current Music:: Give It Up - Iio

Well, its the 18th of July. It's my birthday in less than two hours. Yay...or not. I really could care less.
Sure, I'm tuning 16 tomorrow but what will that accomplish?
My parents don't want me learning to drive because they think that I'm going to crash the car. I swear, I'm not.

Currently my back, head, right leg, two toes on my right foot and left thumb are hurting but oh well, who cares.

Right now all I want to do is go play with photoshop or something...depends on how shy I'm feeling. Yes - I'm shy of pictures looking at me as I graft them onto each other. I want to make one then email it to Ellen Degeneres...but that's only if its REALLY good which, of course, it won't be because I suck.

I've been in the middle of nowhere for 3 weeks getting scarred for life by a 4 year old who says things that even I wouldn't have said before the age of 10 and even then! Seriously, I love my little cousins but they're scary.

Although their dog, Gemini, or as I call her, Ali, is very cute and sign-oriented. She's a boxer, the breed of dog not the sport, and she likes to sleep on my Eric Szmanda pillowcase. As for WHY she's a sign dog, well, Jorja Fox has a boxer. Now whats all that tellin ya? Exactly. They should be together. Nuff said.

Anyways, I think I'm going to go try and mess with some pictures now...hopefully I won't eff them up too much.

The Babies

: lexxia; May 10th, 2006

Current Location:: Basement

Current Mood:: Brr

Current Music:: The End of All Hope - Nightwish

Alright, well, I now am looking after four baby sparrows. Yeah, that's gonna be fun. They have to be fed every 30 minutes from 6am-8pm. Wheee, I'm going to die. I also had a doctors and dentists appointment yesterday so that REALLY sucked. I'm skiped school today and with my mum and friend Michelle for lunch in Chippawa. XD And my poor father was stuck with the birds again. I was going to take them to school Monday morning but he said he'd watch them. Oh well, his loss. I'll probably have to cart them around on tomorrow and Friday, and probably a couple days next week too. It's a big commitment, I know, but I couldn't just leave them outside to die!

Hmm, what else is going on? Umm, haven't talked to one person in about 2 weeks and holy hell, are my stress levels ever down. I think everyone was right when they were telling me that I should break my ties with her. I still kinda feel bad about it but I gave her her chances, more than I should have really. And of course, she went and slammed down the straw which broke the camels back, or in this case, my patience and levels of putting up with her. What gets me really badly is that she thinks that I have nothing to be mad at her for. I mean, what the hell is she smoking? I have hundreds of reasons to be mad at her! She's so effing stupid sometimes.

Anyways, it's late and I should be going to bed...tomorrow new CSI and ER *cries* Brass is going to die! Ahem.

Night then...

Tags: birdies!

BEST DAY EVER

: lexxia; April 21st, 2006

Current Location:: Cloud 9

Current Mood:: Exstatic

Current Music:: Wasting Time - Boris

Okay today was the best day ever, although it started out really horribly.
So, this morning I really DID NOT want to go to school cause my one friend is really mad at me and I'm pretty damn mad at her too. She's acting really stupid and it's driving me INSANE! So yeah. Then I came home (for a whole 1.5 hours, wow) and ate/showered before heading back to school for Les Misérable production #2. Yay.

Anyways, I'm sitting in the drama room (while the actors/singers were doing vocal warm up) with the make up guys and I'm reading emails. So I open this one group message and what do my wondering eyes do I see? A notice saying "GILLIAN ANDERSON AND JULIAN OZANNE'S MARRIAGE IS OVER!" I screamed. I never agreed with them getting married, their auras clashed. So lets just say I was EXSTATIC. I ran outside (after scaring the make up guys by freaking out) and called Nina in BC and flipped on her answering maching (cause she was still in school at the time) Tee hee.

So anyways, we did the play (me being hyper and uberly happy the entire time) and it was AMAZING! We got all the props on and off stage so amazingly fast and there were no major screw ups! I was so proud of everyone not to mention happy that we did a kickass job of it all.

Then it was FINALLY time to come home after a LONG day. I go to get in my car and my dad is all:
"I have something to tell you that you're gonna like"
Me - "What?"
Dad - "You know Roman's wife, Larissa?"
Me - "Yeah, duh! Roman rocks!!"
Dad - "Well I went to dinner with them tonight and I was telling them about how you LOVE CSI and how you never shut up about Jorja Fox and Eric Szmanda"
Me - "Erm okay? Is that a good thing?"
Dad - "Yeah, actually it is. Wanna know something else?"
Me - "Alright."
Dad - "Larissa's boss is Jorja Fox's step-father"
Me - "NO FREAKING WAY?!?!?!"
Dad - "Yes way."
Me - "Oh my God, I'm so becoming best friends with Larissa!"

So yeah, that was my coversation in the car ride home. Now you can all see why I'm soo bloody happy right now!! I doubt I'll be sleeping tonight but I still need to finish some math homework. *Sigh* Despite the fun/happiness the work never ends. Two more play performances this weekend. Oh well. Now I have something to freak about!!! :D:D

Tags: csi

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